It doesn't feel right. 

Why am I constantly so jealous

I am not entitled to anyone but myself 

Yet my mind likes to trick me into thinking so

Nothing is great about me

As my track record proves

Yeah I can be funny but what else

Boys want a pretty skinny girl who’s shorter than them 

Someone who can’t beat them up 

Someone who agrees with what they say

Well that’s not me

But oh how i wish it was

5 foot 6 inches is unachievable

So is a weight under 150

My muscles won't disappear overnight

I hold my opinions tight

I refuse to change because I love me

But it’s hard to say so when it seems no one else does

I think I'll be forever alone

A virgin mary just like my namesake

This problem is so shallow and superficial

But it haunts me none-the-less

God why doesn't he want me

Why won’t he consider me

Why won’t he love me.